ahhh talibah. you are so right. i am WAY to close to the monster at the moment to see anything properly...i can only react to my body's responses, and my body is saying, "GAHHHHHH!!!" i wish i could find that time to breathe, to rest, to relax, to gather my inner resources and feel whole again. life seems to be whisking me along at a breathtaking pace these days though, so i think i am going to have to wait for my respite even longer than i anticipated. i got a job at the hummingbird in the marketing department, which is great, but it starts tomorrow. these past few days i have simply run errands, tried to unpack, and today i am stuck at home waiting for a couch to arrive before 2 PM. hopefully. things are slowly trickling to an end, though, and new things are beginning to sprout up. it's odd existing in 'in-between spaces' in life. disorienting and necessary...

it's grey outside - i wish the weather would bite the bullet and just decide to STORM. we've already been waiting a day and a half. my apartment walls are sweating.

i'll post again soon - after the couch arrives. i have no idea what it looks like...tony chose it with his dad. all i know is that it's big and it's grey. (i hope they don't deliver the wrong couch, cuz how would i know if it was wrong or right? unless it was bright pink or something. that would be difficult to ignore.)

~ sappho, sweltering in pink

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