i am writing this so if i lose it again i'll remember these important things:
- i am not a bad person.
- i am doing a lot of things all at once.
- i don't have any resources left within me, and i am very stressed whether i can admit that to myself or not.
- i am not crazy.
- there are always going to be ass-holes out there that i have to deal with. what i have to learn is how to deal with them constructively while understanding that THEY are the problem, not me. i have not done anything wrong.
- there is no point internalizing things. i simply need to remember that i can learn from everything if i am open to it.
- i am an ok person. there are people who love and support me. i am not alone.
i will come read this when i need to. and remember: you cannot have a nervous breakdown until AFTER April 1st 2006. after then, it's a free-for-all.
Labels: challenges, trials, winding paths unseen