~ the evolution of dreams ~
August 20, 2005,3:30 p.m.
back
i've been back for a week now. i think the constant energy required for the past three weeks is showing its repercussive effects now - i have been falling asleep at my desk every day it seems. i'm hoping that as fall comes (it's my favourite season) that i will feel livelier and happier to be alive.

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August 8, 2005,2:03 p.m.
longing for home
i really miss my home - the kitchen, the windows, the light, the cat, the COUCH, the floors, the curtains in the bedroom. i miss the peace of it. i can't wait for tony to come to waterloo and for both of us to leave together - and go back to london, where i can see the people i love.

i feel like a shadow without the people i love.

this has never happened to me before.

i miss so much, everyday. i'm so happy that i'm almost done here. i can't wait to go home.

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August 1, 2005,10:04 p.m.
humming
and hawing. there is so much reading to be done, and what with being stuck in waterloo in a dorm room with cement walls painted lime-green, well, it leaves much to be desired.

i hereby release myself of any accountability when i go mad.

and what is the logic of freezing weather, an hour north of toronto, where it is sweltering?

waterloo is in the frigid range of degrees.

shiver.

i am too tired to be interesting. i think i will crash, in order to escape the walls, the coldness, the fact that i am not in toronto or with my family. it has never felt so wrong, being away from the people i love, before.

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